Loveless - Joshua Momodu

Stagnant, immovable, still.

Cursing myself to an emotional spiral.

Not trusted. Not trusting. Not trustworthy.

To be robbed by a past experience of love.

Sentencing myself to a world of fear.

Fear to love and fear to be loved.

Excluding myself from the beauty of life,

Choosing to remain in the unknown.

I blame others for what they have not done.

I choose to love what I shouldn’t love.

I close my eyes and dream of her,

Knowing she will never be able to love me.

How can you love what chooses not to be loved.